Silent - Thesis Series

I'm feeling so fucking fucked up today.
its one of those self-pity days and i HATE self-pity.
well here's an angry piece for an angry day.


----see also
Black - Thesis Series
Burst - Thesis Series
Red Rip- Thesis Series
White - Thesis Series
Red - Thesis Series
Three - Thesis Series
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surface: wood
medium: rice paper, acrylics, emulsion, crayon, pencil, charcoal, hands, a crazed up mind
dimensions: 4 x 8 ft.

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(boring repeated thesis theme...you can skip if youve read it)

Theme:
i was working on abstract expressionism. my theme was based around something that i have experienced very intensely. When things are boiled up inside too long, too much rage is generated. apparently catharsis lies in the outpouring of the soul.
i feel otherwise...an outpour is a dirty dirty explosion of more rage, frustration, noise and blood.

i had so much inside me that i could not sit in my studio and think and plan. i would close in my studio space. and start working on a surface with all my materials lying around me...
the experience has been by far the most amazing frenzied trances that i have been in. non inspired...almost always!

p.s. crappy photo quality